Thursday 4/4/2013

Yeah it's been a while ......
Easter Sunday started out as a normal day.. then it got better..
My son who I haven't spoke to in 6 years or better reached out to me !@!
Wasn't much, but its a start!!
Then I spent the next 3 hours cleaning, was having Easter with my sister, nephew and niece.

Saturday March 30

Give me 3 days of warm weather, and I forget to update my blog.. :)
has been absolutely wonderful the past 3 days upper 50's !!
Killed the battery on my chair today, was on my way to wander the mall,
got half way there and the indicator started flashing at me, forgot to charge it Friday night :(
so had to turn around come back home... oh well made it to Bay road...
It has been a little more pleasant around here, think a lot of had to do with being cooped up in here!!

Wednesday March 27

Well my X pretty much confirmed it, my son is stuck on something in the past and won't grow up and be a man
and face me. Instead he hides, so fuck it, fuck him I'm done being an emotional wreck trying to figure it out.
"I choose Danette over him" FUCKING BULLSHIT I DID ... We moved into that damn dump so he could attend
his senior year and not transfer !!! So the hell with him !!!

Monday 3/26

Well today was a typical day, staring outside hoping it was warm. But alas it wasn't.
Today was not a normal MS day, my legs ached all day, still at 11:30pm they still ache.
No one to tell, no one to give a shit... I don't live with my wife I live with someone who sleeps/showers here.
Only asked for help 14 days ago, and again last Friday, but I don't have 4 legs and fur, so I mean squat.
Not like I asked to move a mountain, just help filling out the contract for my "I've fallen and can't get up button"...

Sunday 3/24 'Second Fiddle Again'

Well I guess swelling legs and feet are not important enough to deter the animal's.
She came home took a shower, got something to eat, and asks "Can the wrapping wait till I get home?"
WTF ??? the animals are that important ??, instead of starting her ranting, raving and yelling 'hurry up' like she would have.
I agree to wait.. This is BS !! 7 days a week, 8-12 hours a day she is at that damn rescue!! She calls it a job..
a Job you GET PAID FOR !! when I bring that up, she brings up your on there just as long (referring to the computer)

Friday March 22, 11:40am EDT

Lets see basic day, like every other day, sit here and either stare out the window, or pretend to do something on the computer.
Just Molly and me, for probably 80% of the day, and she could care less if I existed, unless her food bowl is empty
then I'm her best buddy when I fill it. Otherwise she is curled up in the rocking chair or on my bed sound asleep.

"I can only imagine what your going through"

My Rambleings

Hello and welcome to the personal daily blog of me, Jeffrey Lake A.K.A. K8JSL
I may not post daily, but will try to keep you updated as much as possible
as this nastiness called Multiple Sclerosis robs me of basic functions.
If it sounds like I have thrown in the towel, some days, yes, some days no...
All depends on what is happening..
But onward .......